it looks very likely i wont get to go to Disney this year after all

my parents told me yesterday they're trying everything they can, but it just doesnt look like we're going to have anywhere near enough money to pay for the holiday. wow, and ive been wanting to revisit since i was 8 in 2007, ive been bawling my eyes out since! i know you guys probably couldnt care less, but so much excitement and so many happy tears all for nothing.
